Been in my own way a lot lately, along with a bunch of depression and IRL stuff... That said, i've been really trying to stay positive and keep it pushing. I adopted a new name PwNd-Cake, to practice under and see if i could build more of an audience with tablet only work. But I realize now, i may have been running away from this account potentially gaining notice. Any semblance of things going good for me often scares the shit out of me. But I have to stop doing that, I can do this! I'm not the best artist, but i am still me, and that has to mean something, rather, I have to make that mean something. No more running. Let's get it!
Thetageist
Huzzah! You've got this!
If you ever get stuck in that mentality, you should figure out what exactly it was about success was making you want to run. Always good to understand and challenge underlying unhealthy mindsets.
InkBastardo
Thank you so much! I think what it might be is that I feel I'm not deserving of it, like you have to be some "Chosen One" or something to be happy or successful, but I'm narrowing it down and working on it. Hearing a "Huzzah! You've got this!" deserves more thanks than i know how to give, but thanks my dood!